The end of Ten

OH it was so sad.
When he was on the floor, getting up, after just sending the time lords back & those four knocks on the glass ... my heart stopped for a second.
& saying goodbye to Rose!
& then just before the regeneration when he says "I don't want to go".

I'm actually watching his first episode now, the christmas special from 2005, "The christmas invation"
SO sad.