ELLE

Life and practicality

I don't want to write my personal statement today.

I want to take photos of cute little things in my room
and paint pictures of my boyfriends eyes and lips and face and hands
and draw huge pictures for my room of my favourite disney characters, Alice and Peter
and go and look round the charity shops, and buy new magazines and make up
and practice watercolour painting
and mess around with my hair, and try on old clothes I used to love
and bake cakes and cookies and yummy things
and sew things out of all the scraps of fabric lying around my room
and go and buy buttons and bows and new pair of shoes...

But it was due in on friday, and it's kind of important.

Puerto Pollença

I love it when I get paint on my hands & then I go out and people look at it funny.

Things that remind me of you #1:

anything that gets broken & needs sewing.
grey hoodies.
buttons.
instant coffee.
trains.
pictures of footprints?
Mememolly.
having to do any kind of maths.
cucumber.
Twitter.
aeroplanes.
Nutella.
dried cranberries.
star shaped pastry.
Hundreds & thousands (/ Thousands & Millions).
Dance Music.
Speaking Italian.
Asofterworld.
Being awake after 2 AM.
Matilda / Speedboats

I've always had a thing about teeth

One of my ultimate aims in life is to be able to wake up in the morning, & walk into a wardrobe that has at least four beautiful, perfect outfits for me to choose from for every possible occasion imaginable.

I'm shallow, whatever.

He would write the songs, & I would tremble at his hands

Where do you draw the line between selflessness and self-deprecation?

(L)

procrastination

so far today, the things I have done instead of my english essay include:

staring blankly at my facebook newsfeed.
finding good music.
re-reading large chuncks of the book I am studying that are irrelevant.
dailyboothing - twice.
talking to my boyfriend about how much I don't want to be writing my essay.
playing with my dog.
trying to sneakily watch the last five minutes of Greys Anatomy.
watching my fish for an extended period of time.
Eating a cream egg.
This.

& suddenly you're deep enough to lay your armour down

I always thought that happiness was either something you had, or something you didn't. If you weren't happy than that was it, there was nothing you could do about it.
This is probably why I have been unhappy for most of my life.

But today I realised, that happiness takes motivation, it takes effort. Nothing is ever going to be perfect & you can't expect it all to fall into place for you.
Sometimes, you have to try to be happy, but it's worth it.

please

"..something that comes from the roots of a painter's soul,"

wow.

Sunday

Today, I made this:


Just to remind myself.

More snow

Just bought this coat

mmm (:

The end of Ten

OH it was so sad.
When he was on the floor, getting up, after just sending the time lords back & those four knocks on the glass ... my heart stopped for a second.
& saying goodbye to Rose!
& then just before the regeneration when he says "I don't want to go".

I'm actually watching his first episode now, the christmas special from 2005, "The christmas invation"
SO sad.

Redbull gives you wiiiiiiiiings

SO want these


Either silver or white. Buuuuuut I can't anywhere near afford a new pair, & can't find any second hand ones for sale ):